DOING THE SPLITS
As your soul incarnates, the split between your existence here on earth and where you came from sets the division within you.
Straightaway, in number terms, you can see how 1, your spirit that was part of the unity of the universe, moves into number 2 through separation. Whatever circumstances you land into, there will be people and aspects that you like. These will make life seem good, but there will also be many things that are far from perfect, and which you'll see as bad. In the equation: 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10, the way you perceive and react to your situation in life is cultivated in number 3, and soon sets up a barricade of rules and expectations. If you could break out of these and step into number 4, you would come to realise that life must contain these two different dynamics to have any chance of uniting your own divided being.
The two sides may create struggles and difficulties, which can be depressing and demanding, but without them, you would never get to meet the merger of the two, your transcended self. All your problems are doorways to this ultimate state, and through which your determined spirit must pass. The layers of conditioning are tightly packed; most have been learned and passed from one generation to the other, but each time you break one down, you get a little closer to your goal.